idk how i feel about
It has been a year since I met you 2 years ago at KK. Last year till now as a great years of loving you and I wish to keep on loving you for the rest of my life in the future. InsyaAllah. I believe, it is my best decision to love you because loving you is the best thing that ever happen to me. You are a great guy and such an important person in my life. You mean so much to me that not even words could ever express how fucking lucky i am to have you as a part of my life.
It's amazing you would still stick to me not matter how many times have I messed up. But still, you stay and keep on loving me till today. It's amazing how you could accept me like no one else could. It's amazing how you could handle me like no one else would. I'm amazed by the love that you showed to me. I believe that no one could ever love me as much as you could love me and no one can ever replace you.Yes, i mean it. NO ONE! May Allah keep us together.
So today it's supposed to be a great day for me. But that's just my dream. Idk how to explain what I feel about. I just felt down and lifeless as hell. Hm you? Do you feel like we always have an argue day by day? we always fight over a small thing? What's wrong with us? I miss the old us. I rindu you. Tapi i rasa yang you makin jauh dengan i. Your attitude pun dah lain sekarang. I tak tahu nak cakap macam mana perubahan attitude you. Takut you terasa nanti.

But whatever argue we have been through, I never get bored with you. You are getting handsome day by day. I love to take so much picture of you. You've put a smile on my face so many times. I hope I can give you one in return on your big day. You are sweet enough, cute enough, kind enough and so many other things. Being in your life is a blessing. Thankyou for everthing that you have done for me. Thankyou for your patient. Thankyou for your efforts. Thankyou for sacrificing all that you have to make sure that i'm happy being with you and yes i really do. Thankyou for everything you've spent for me.
No matter how much we argue, i still love you since then untill today and will do forever. Me forgetting you is never going to happen and you forgetting me, I won't let that happen. I want to be yours and only yours. I miss you baby boy. Take a good care of yourself wherever you are. Remember that i will always love you.
-your love-
05/01/2015 (12:52AM)
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